what's forever in a world that's coming to an end

"But you have to let things go eventually, right?"
"but sometimes you need a little something to remind you. you wouldn't want to forget everything, would you?"

sitting in long busrides can be a roller coaster within.especially when it brings you back to moments you never wished will come to an end.

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my dream camera!kk.savin up already

she's wearing a masquerade,just like everyone else is.

!!how can i be here right now when im supposed to be studying?!
anyhow, the holidays comnig to an end): and i dont want awful school life to start.especially when it ended on such an abrupt bad note.-scowls.thanks to , alrights.shant rant on about unworthy stuff.haha.thanks to joanne, i revisited my lovely memory lane today(: love doing catching up, but not the not studying part cz we couldnt focus.and once again, i went back to my old bad habit again by influencing people around me to eat nonstop.heh.short films of crescent life just keeps playing in my head for the whole day and it's still doing so.thank goodness, at least i have happy memories to think of rather than non.

you fall away from your past, but its following you.
let it be then.
why take the painful route to forget things that once made you smile?
they are what we have,
but not one to hold on to.
so stop trying,
and maybe, settling for half is what's best for us.